When I Grow Up....

T-minus 4 days till my vacation starts!! WOO HOO!! So I'm super excited for it to be here! I'm going to stay at my mom's for most of it. One Tree Hill Season 6 comes out on Tuesday of next week so we're going to have a marathon during my vacation! LOL...we both are totally addicted to the show and can't wait to see what has happened. (we both missed season 6 on tv so we're really on a cliff hanger here! LOL) I think on Friday of next week Terry and I are going to OKC to shop and hopefully both get some new shoes! LOL I'm totally excited!! Honestly I don't have tons of news lately. My life has been rather boring...which isn't a bad thing...much better than drama! LOL...I got to see my bestie last night! It's been like a month since we've seen each other and I know she's starting school again soon so I was very glad to get a day with her before the busyness starts again! LOL...Ok I don't know if I've talked on here yet about my thinking of going to college. Well I am (thinking that is). I really want to go to be a elementary school teacher. It's something I've wanted to do for a long time. I'm wanting to start going to school in the spring semester hopefully. Although the closer that gets, the more scared I am of what if I actually do it....I mean do I really have what it takes to be a teacher? I'm really freaking myself out about it and I haven't even applied yet..but it's something I've wanted to do forever....like tonight I looked at my friend Angel's pics of her new classroom and I thought to myself wow...that could be me in a few years....I don't know if I have it in me....I'm not all that creative and honestly I'm not that good with kids...I mean they like me and all and I like them I just don't know how to talk to them or be around them very good lol....I think it's kinda ironic since i would be around kids all the time as a teacher....maybe it's just because I'm never around kids anymore so I don't know what to do with them...I think part of it is my shyness around new people but I think it gets worse around kids lol....it's totally something I would have to get over if I wanna do this! But I really want to go to school and that's really the only thing I wanna do when I grow up....so I guess I'm gonna have to start figuring out what I want and go for it....oh and by the way Angel...I'm so excited you got a teaching job!! I hope you have a great year with the kiddos (and the other teachers lol)!!!! But I guess that's all I have to say for today....oh and I'm now done with 40 of my 50 books before the end of the year! I've read them all in like 2 or 2 1/2 months! So proud of myself! WOO HOO!